My Destiny I must take ? or just a fad i’d came across agn.

Recently i or We(the whole world) caught up with transformers 2 and i’ll have to say it was enourmously colourful and fast-paced with graphics that blew my mind completely.I feel that I have that passion of creating what Michael bay made.
I hope(insya’allah)and will do well with my end of year examination(it’s around the corner by the way) and whiz myself to audio-visual technology course to learn more deeply the realms of audiorealization(what a word) , hahaha.Though my initial plan was to go into the my dream course which is of course AT,aerospace technology,to be a little bit more exact.I happen to be fickle minded on this sort of things,hope i wouldn’t ruin my future a bit.Allah help me with this ?
Assalamualaikum,by estrella.

Rot During the holidays basically.

Erm okay let’s start right away,not wasting any precioous seconds.
I am a unmotivated guy,with a bad attitude.
It just occured to me that I have spend my whole holiday basically rotting in my room , thinking , thinking that maybe something might just happen and ill be on it right away, but terribly nothing happened per se , as in I tried countless times to motivate myself like for example setting a target . or maybe set an alarm to 4 .30 to do my dawn prayer , im a muslim by the way and I am a conservative muslim though i do not really know what is the term conservative.

just a first draft of mine , and im not thinking of publishing it,its too personal and this is not the time yet. wait till Im engrossed and immerse with photography , then i’ll publish my so-called writings and photos eyy.(uhh i love ireland, its just that there’s two ireland and i dont know which’s which you see.i mean which accent is that i meant/admire or both are the same urgh its hard to tell REALLY).And oh, it nearly slipped of my mind,I will help my mum with her cake website(I do not want to let her down u see/like all filial sons would do).Her name is faridah , and she a kind of mum every child would dream of .. cheerful smile , hard working(she’s working nightshift now so i assume it must be darn tiring,more tiring then daywork ey)good mum , has a passion for cooking , she could be a cook but not just yet now as there have been a few slight concern of our family that she does not to give up her night shift job as a factory worker.

wayyy to go NAS AYY (irish accent)
write bout ur sweet sista too kayy